Sunday, April 01, 2012

maa ...


Tanha tanha jeena jaane kyu aaj kal padta hai humein..
Yun aadat si pad gayi hai tanhayi kii ,ke
Shayad ab  kisike saath se dar lagne lage ..
Yun gum hoon khudme hi.. Ke,
Shayad saya mera bhi mujhe naa dikhe ..
Ab khushiyaan ho ya gham sab apne mein hi .. Jeee leti hoon
Kabhi koi naa tha yahi farz kar leti hoon..
Akeli hoon yahan..
Par khush hoon main yahan..

Magar Aaj jane kyu  ye tanhayi ajeeb sa ehsaas karati hai..
Jaane kyu ye aaj , ma teri yaad dilati hai..
Teri beti badi ho gayi,
Phir bhi tujh bin soona soona sa mehsoos karti hai..
Zindagii mein bas tu hi .. Ek niswarth risha lagti hai..
Jab doob jayenge sab to koi aur nahi..
Tu hi dhoondegi pehle.. Ki pehle meri beti ko bacha lo..
Koi nahi jo meri fiqar kare yahan..
Par khush hoon main yahan..

Kabhi bhi tujhsa jaane kyu koi nahi paaya
Jo tu bole sab , aaj to har daat teri pyaari lagti hai..
Janti hoon rehna hai tere bagayaar, par kabhi kabhi yun
 teri yaad mein, ro ke hi khush ho leti hoon
Teri yaadon ka bichona bana ke tujse lipat ke so jaati hoon…
Aaj tu bahut yaad aa rhi hai maa….
Dil bas masoom si shikayat karta hai.. Ke  tu kyu nahi hai yahan ???
Par khush hoon main yahan..

Jaane kabse ye aanso behne ko taras rahe the, rok ke rakkha tha inko
Par aaj to baat hi nahi mane ye jitna bhi samjhaya , chillaya …
Phir bhi.. Behte hi gaye yeh.. Jeena to hai mujhe yahan
Tere bina.. Par kabhi kabhi yun hi teri yaad mein ro ke
Ek kshan ke liye hi sahi tera ehsaas kar ke.. Dil behla leti hoon..
Maa.. Ye na samajh ke teri beti kamzor hai...bas  tu hi inti pyaari hai ki..
Yaad hii aa jati hai.. Haan yaad tu aa jati hai..

Par khush to hoon  main yahan.. Haan Ma .. Khush  hoon  main yahan...