Friday, August 31, 2012

stories of the clouds...



The blue skies, the clouds
The clear water.. the trees..
I just don’t know how…
 I feel like..
I’m in love with all of theses..
Is it my childhood passion.. or has it been a dream?
Is it what I’m in love with or… maybe some way to scream..
Today I saw clouds..

Beautiful in the sky..
I couldn’t help but notice.. they followed a beauty , a structure …
First.. I saw a bird.. Flying away from something..
Like a life emerging from different clouds of darkness…
Like it has a destination to reach,..
Like… it has a passion to reach…
I fell in love with the bird…

Thought it could be me..
Free.. Passionate..Emerging out of all darkness…
Then I noticed another bird… it was may be… reaching out to me…
I saw the whole world around looking at us..
As if… waiting for something to happen…
 I loved the feeling…
I loved it too much..
Then I saw what no one could…
Both of us too desperate to meet…
Just that Mine was visible… unlike his…
Then.. I flipped my wings too hard.. too hard that they wore out!
Almost lost all my strength..
Almost blacked out..
Then.. I saw another bird.. and he was followed by many..
Then my heart sank a bit to pump up again..
And realize…
Everyone is on a flight to reach something they think..
But it is not necessarily where they reach….
We all are meant to fly.. unclip all the clipped wings…
Coz.. when I thought I wore them out… I just had them clipped.
I don’t know.. who he was.. I don’t know who they are…
may be.. am still on, a search of my own heart…
But what I know now is…
That the whole world is just one bird…

Flying to reach somewhere.. where?
No one knows….
We all are a part of the whole..
We all are a bit of that flight…
We just need to know… where and how we fit in…
What can make our soul smile…
Where our passion leads!!
Where our passion leads….
Where we’re meant to be..
Where we’d love to be…
:)

Thursday, August 30, 2012

At times...


At times…
Its okay to cry,
Its fine to crib
Its cool to scream…
At times..
We need to pamper ourselves more than anyone else
We need to make us look, feel and be made to feel beautiful…
We need to fall in love with ourselves, to know that the world would oneday do the same..
At times…
Its fine to kindle the spirits of a child in the heart…Being a big girl
Its fine to stop listening and start talking..
Its fine to over react, to say what comes to our hearts..
At times…
Its important to break down.. to get up again
Its important to cry our eyes out to drench out the pain..
Its important to hurt to finally get over old wounds!
At times… everything is allowed!
But only ;) at times…



Sunday, August 26, 2012

letting go???

this is the story of a girl who i met, she was all into love with a guy, she loved her life with him, it had a new definition... she LIVED like a free bird.. removing all the clutches from her wings! but then.. she realized the guy doesn't love her anymore.. so, she set him free... this time the story didn't have a happy ending .... he didn't return..



tumko paaya tha...
jaane kab khud hi kho gayi..
tumse jeena sekha tha...
jaane kab... tum hi zindagii bann gaye
tumse pyaar kiya.. tumse,
wo pyaar jaane kyun, wo ehsaas kho sa gaya...
phir socha tumhe jaane doon..
udne doon un ansmaanon mein..
paar ho jaane doon mere daire se... kahin door..


gar wapas aate ho tum to ho mere..
jo naa aa paaye jo jaane kya?

socha tha panchi ho..
udd k ghar hi aaoge
maan mein wo vishwaas tha..
k laut kar aa hi jaoge!
jaane bhi isisliye de paayi thi...
k wapas aa jao tum yahin...
par panchi samajh k bhool kar dii..
nikle tum gubbare hi....

ab jo gaye to aaye hi nahi...

ye kehna galat hoga.. k the hi nahi mere layak tum..
par.. ye zaroor kahungi main...
samajh hi naa paayi thi mai tumhe!

aaur ab jab koi patanga kabhi,
choo lega mere mann ko..
zaraa katraungi main..
seham si jaungi mai...
par ab kisiko utna.. apnaa
shayad hi bana paungi mai...

Sunday, August 12, 2012

rains....



I love u when I’m happy..
I love u when I’m sad…
I love u when its crazy …
I love u  when its bad..
I love u when u love me..
I love u  when u don’t
 I love u when u’re around… I love u more when u ‘re not…
I love to feel ur touch on my face…
I love to talk to u…
I love to keep telling ppl… what they love so much is all mine…
And… I love to tell u tht I love u oh my mr. divine….
:*
A happy lover…